This message is for Michael N. You are probably not aware of this, as most people aren't. Before our souls were born onto this planet, we were given the opportunity to choose what our life might look like. We chose or accepted some things like who our parents are, what bodies we might occupy in this life, lessons to learn, the locations on earth we live, other souls or people that we would meet once again in this life, etc. Some of us even chose (past tense) to not find a soulmate in this life. We are not victims, but have created our own realities. This is very important to understand. This is just one life you are living in. In your past lives, you have probably had plenty of sex. And trust me, in future lives you will have plenty of sex. And you are only 40. If you are taking good care of yourself, you could live a long life. Heck, if you shop at the health food store and continue to masturbate, you could live long without any errectile disfunction. Use it or lose it. I'm talking about masturbation and "healthy sexual response". Anyway, it is actually admirable in this day and age to still be a virgin. Doesn't mean you will be for the rest of your life. Consider yourself lucky. You could have grown up in an orphanage where you 'd be lucky to get your diaper changed twice a day. Lucky to learn how to walk or talk due to lack of people around able to teach you. Obviously you are a fairly intelligent guy. You are in the school of life and here to learn from it. You could kill yourself, but I promise you, it won't help. You will have to come back (be born on to this planet or another one if we blow this one up). You will still have to learn the same lessons that you are here to learn now. Appreciate what you have. Life is too short. Don't take it for granted. Sex isn't everything. If I can recommend a book to you, it would be, JOURNEY OF SOULS by Michael Newton, PhD. This book changed my life. I had some very deep healing and realization from it. It could only help you. And it's ok if you don't believe in God. Univeral Laws will continue on. Your soul or whatever you want to call it will continue on after you die. You will regret it if you commit suicide because you will get to the other side and say, "Dang, I blew that opportunity". It really isn't that big of a deal that you are a virgin. At least you don't have genital warts or herpes like so many people do- 80% of the population in America. So I ask for you to gain greater insight into the nature of your life. Not being in a relationship isn't a curse. Get yourself out so that somebody will be able to meet you, since this is what you want. Take a yoga class. Walk in the parks. Go out and be open to the idea that your needs will be fulfilled. Trust that the universe is listening. Much love and respect.
K.S.
California 4/15/2006 9:30:52 PM
This message is for Michael N. You are probably not aware of this, as most people aren't. Before our souls were born onto this planet, we were given the opportunity to choose what our life might look like. We chose or accepted some things like who our parents are, what bodies we might occupy in this life, lessons to learn, the locations on earth we live, other souls or people that we would meet once again in this life, etc. Some of us even chose (past tense) to not find a soulmate in this life. We are not victims, but have created our own realities. This is very important to understand. This is just one life you are living in. In your past lives, you have probably had plenty of sex. And trust me, in future lives you will have plenty of sex. And you are only 40. If you are taking good care of yourself, you could live a long life. Heck, if you shop at the health food store and continue to masturbate, you could live long without any errectile disfunction. Use it or lose it. I'm talking about masturbation and "healthy sexual response". Anyway, it is actually admirable in this day and age to still be a virgin. Doesn't mean you will be for the rest of your life. Consider yourself lucky. You could have grown up in an orphanage where you 'd be lucky to get your diaper changed twice a day. Lucky to learn how to walk or talk due to lack of people around able to teach you. Obviously you are a fairly intelligent guy. You are in the school of life and here to learn from it. You could kill yourself, but I promise you, it won't help. You will have to come back (be born on to this planet or another one if we blow this one up). You will still have to learn the same lessons that you are here to learn now. Appreciate what you have. Life is too short. Don't take it for granted. Sex isn't everything. If I can recommend a book to you, it would be, JOURNEY OF SOULS by Michael Newton, PhD. This book changed my life. I had some very deep healing and realization from it. It could only help you. And it's od if you don't believe in God. Univeral Laws will continue on. Your soul or whatever you want to call it will continue on after you die. You will regret it if you commit suicide because you will get to the other side and say, "Dang, I blew that opportunity". It really isn't that big of a deal that you are a virgin. At least you don't have genital warts or herpes like so many people do- 80% of the population in America. So I ask for you to gain greater insight into the nature of your life. Not being in a relationship isn't a curse. Get yourself out so that somebody will be able to meet you, since this is what you want. Take a yoga class. Walk in the parks. Go out and be open to the idea that your needs will be fulfilled. Trust that the universe is listening. Much love and respect.
K.S.
California 4/15/2006 9:29:13 PM
Of course. If people think that we are the only life in the universe, then they must have big egos.
K.S.
4/15/2006 8:35:40 PM
Yes. I saw one when I was age 6. I was excited about seeing a comet for the first time, so I woke up in the wee hours of the morning. I went to the living room window to see if I could see the comet. Of course at age 6 my idea of a comet was based from cartoons and some still photos taken of past comets.
I was delighted to see the comet, however I thought it was strange that it didn't have a tail, and it was sitting on our road, some 600 yards from where I stood.
I went to wake up my mother, to tell her about the comet on the road, but from some strange reason I decided not to. That is the last thing I remember of that probable early morning. The next thing I remember is waking up, and rushing down to where I saw the comet on the road. I checked the street for any marks. I saw discolorations, but I could remember if they had been there before. My conclusion was it didn't leave any marks.
The bright white sphere was about 30 feet in diameter and it was a very bright white.
I have had a few other strange things occur at my parents home, but I never saw another UFO, or at least nothing that was so obviously something that could be explained.
I am certain I wasn't sleeping. I am certain I saw this. Of course being excited about an impending event, and only 6 years old, it is easy to see where you may believe I imagined it or it was a dream. I am smart enought to understand that point of view, and at the risk of sounding arrogant it really isn't important to me if I am believed. I am just relating something that happened to me.
Tony Muckleroy
Houston, TX, USA 4/15/2006 4:43:38 AM
Unfortunately not a lot. Y'know that movie, "The 40 year old Virgin"?
Well it's not so damnned funny when you really are a 40 year old virgin. Which is why I have such a sweet nature. I feel like I am less than human, and that the entire world is laughing at me. There is not a single woman on this planet who wants me, so why should I even try to go on? This UFO quest/obsession/trial whatever you want to call it is the only thing I have going in my life. The thing is, I don't need to read the stories. I have been in one. And unless you have seen a UFO with your own eyes, you cannot imagine what its like. Time seems to stand still. You forget how to breathe. And then it's gone, and you are left behind feeling scared and sad at the same time. You want them to land, to drop the exit ramp of their ship and say"Hey don't be scared. Your'e not alone, and we are here to help you." I would have gone with them. That's how little I have on earth. I wanted to go with them and they left me behind. All I want out of life is to be happy. And I am not just talking about sex. I want a partner, someone who will be standing next to me when the shit hits the fan, and we all have to wake up. Because it is coming. I give you my cast iron guarantee on that. I don't care if it turns out to be a piece of lichen under a rock on mars. But it will be life. Within my lifetime I will see it. I just want someone to be holding my hand when it happens. is that so much to ask? If anybody can be that person let me know. Please.
michael j nicholls
United Kingdom 4/15/2006 2:51:05 AM
IS ANYBODY AWARE OF THIS TR-3B AT AIRCRAFT IF SO GOOD FOR U I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT THE CARZY SCIENTISTS MIGHT BE BUILDING RIGHT AT THIS MOMENTS THE US HAS BUILT AWESOME AIRCRAFT IN THE 80'S I WONDER WHAT THERE UP TO NOW IN THE 21ST CENTURY I LOVE THE US BUT NOT ITS AMAZING SECRETS IT HAS WHATS THE BIG DEAL THERE ONLY AIRCRAFT IT'S NOT LIKE WHERE GOING TO STEAL IT BUT WHO KNOWS THE RUSSIANS OR CHINESE MIGHT LOL!!!
FREEDOM
4/14/2006 9:41:55 PM
Sorry to say MjN but the Devil is real.Dont let women get to you.Besides a few exceptions like a lahera women just cause problems and grief.Are you a qualified love maker?The lady aliens have been expressing their desire for some new blood up here, I said I'll pass on your resume.And believe me once you go alien you don't wanna go back(except lahera).Time to start class.
Sebastian(STILL above laheras home)in UFO
4/14/2006 5:05:10 PM
So glad you'e writing again Michael N. I was worried but what can we do?
Sebastian you're cute and I'm single but I know you're a player. I don't want any grief from some lovesick jealous alien women.
a lahera
miami 4/14/2006 1:51:57 PM
yes they are real i have seen them my self
vaughn
mi 4/14/2006 9:38:49 AM
I'm not dead yet. I have been suffering a great deal, but thankfully my family have prevented me from doing anything foolish. I am so sorry if I have hurt anyone, because that is the last thing I would want. I have all this stuff going around in my head, and sometimes it just kind of takes over. There are not enough foot soldiers in the fight for the truth as it is, so I guess I have to find a way to put up with the pain I am in, and try to carry on. I don't know any of you, but your concern has touched me. I do not want to see this site turn into a refuge for the deluded. And that includes me. I think emotions are simply a pain in the ass. Our neighbours out there must have learned to control theirs, because I cannot see how they would have evolved to an advanced level without doing so. Sometimes though, I feel like I am the only person left on earth. Lonliness is worse than dying. The problem that I have, is that I have great difficulty in relating to most people. 80% of us go through life on autopilot. Never question. Never wonder. I can be in a crowd of people and still feel alone. The person I want most in the whole world is a woman I just cannot have a realitonship with, and it is driving me insane. I know that I am spiritually empty, yet I cannot find anything to fill the void. A lot of people think I have a blind faith in the reality of ET's. Actually, I don't. I base my views upon - wait for it - EVIDENCE. I know that the evidence is there. I could tell you all stuff that would knock your socks off. I'm not a professsional UFO researcher, but I have done far more homework than most people. But i would rather be happy than have all this knowledge.
michael j nicholls
United Kingdom 4/14/2006 7:49:24 AM
